✿ 爱转角遇见了谁是否不让你流泪; wil everything be back like the past again ❥

STUPID .! yst was mye big dae . yet again .. ii FAILED .!! &^%@$% . 4get it .. ii gib up . ii tin ii concentrate on mye new stuff . LOL . haf been busy wif modellin events . earniin $$ rite nw .. coosh 1mth more to go .. hhaas . & ii gonna b SWIT 19YRS =)

yst wen TAN TOCK SENG to c doctor . haf been coughiin ferr e whole mth siia . damn XIN KU norr . arghh . cant stand mye self either . stupid weather .. coosh me to b shoo siick .. yet ii stil go wrk .. & earniin $$ =)

den wen to watch SECRET LOVE wif darling ; sk & hazel . b4 sk & hazel come , me & darling wen tu marina de HONG KONG CAFE makan . hhaas . ii quite angry wif smtins lahs .. den kip gibb hiimh attiude . yet hiieh tak it , & hongg me . shoo swit ob hiimh . hiieh ask me vent mye anger on hiimh , if ii wil feel happy . shoo hiieh dunch mind at all . LOL . shoo cute & swit ob hiimh =) LOL . quite a nice lahs . buhh endin no meanin de .. siians . afte dat wen to geylang to mit yiwen . hhaas . mye sister . & DAWN .. mye cute girllfren .. mis herr lots . longg tyme no c . WTH .!! she cor me ang kong siiao . she more lorr . hhaas . den joke ard .. & here we go .. HME SWIT HME =)

& 2dae , wen ferr mye RACE QUEEN event @ milleniam walk .. arghh . sorriie dunch know hw tu spell . hhaas . took alot ob foto shot . haf been smiliin all e way too . tired & siick .. yet ii njoy it =)

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Saturday, August 11, 2007 @9:25 PM

hiieh contacted wif me . yet , mye tears stil shedded loads ferr hiimh . & finally , ii nod who kill mye lil baby . e good man ish HIIMH(ah lak,huilin's dad) & e bad man ish oso HIIMH . wtf . everythin haf cum tu an end , all bcoosh ob hiimh . ii hatee hiimh loads . hw ii wished ii cn takiie e revenge ferr mye lil baby . im sadd . indeed reali . thinkin ob e past again & again .. hiieh missed me , & ii miss hiimh too . both ob us missed e past alot .. hw ii wished tyme could jus turn backiie in tyme , & ii promise ii wil stop all those nonsense .. buhh nw , mayb its too latee lerh . hiieh haf hiish lyfe , ii haf mye lyfe .. buhh re we stil endurin ? re we stil holdin on2 e lovee we once haf ??

omg .! sm1 plls tel me hw .. haiis .

sorriie , dat ii didnt blogg shoo longg . coosh mye com spoilt . wen ferr servicin . jus gort backiie nort longg . & oso busy wrkiin & shoppin mahs . LOL .

to9 ish 0808 .. alot ob progs on . hiieh asked me nort tu go .. coosh hiieh scare smtin bad wil happen tu me . hiieh stil caree ferr me like e past .. wil ii b soft hearte again ? ii dunno . reali .. too muchiie tins happen in jus one tyme . im confused ..

lol . e past few daes , wen shoppin .. spent alot norr .. & wen tu do e stupid pedicure ferr $150/- . OMG .! ppl say ii siao liao .. spend shoo muchiie . buhh im jus loviin it . hhaas . very longg nv haf such shoppin daes lerh .. yappx . siians arr . stupid emily told me 2dae ish herr big dae . yet she nabe tel me wad big dae issit . WTH .!! buhh .. anw , mye big dae cumiin too . 10082007 =)

GOD BLESS ME =))
Ps. im goiin tu tak mye bike lisence .. & ii made up mye mind lerh ..

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @4:37 PM

lol . me jus wake up . & decided no matter wad ii shlld blogg todae . yst sk ; yiwen ; eloise(hazel) & darlink wen tu CLUB7 tu find me . ii tin by e tyme dey reach mye wrk pllace fer e drink , im alrdy high . LOLs . den ii gort tis lil surprise frm darlink . ii swear .. hiish alil too swit tu me . ii nod hiieh lovee me .. den in order tu prove it .. hiieh bought e 3 tortise ferr me & wif a PRECIOUS MOMENT de card .. hiieh wrote many tins . those words touched me alil too . OMG .! wen hiieh gif me , ii was like . OMG .!! den at wrk pllace , every1 lok at me . coosh it was super duper big norr . im happy . im happy dat othe's jealous abt it . hhaas . ii tin ii wil start tu gif myeself a small lil chance tu lovee hiimh bit by bit .. & nort treatiin hiimh shoo bad again =)

*the three tortise =)

*the card hiieh wrote hiish words =)

*the lolipops hiieh gifen me without miss =))

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Saturday, August 04, 2007 @3:09 PM

lols . jus woke up . & nw its earli in e mornin 7.18am . WTF .! tues niites afte wrk , wen ECP wif sk ; hazel ; darlink . slack til mornin . arghh . den straight go hme bathe & get ready tu go WILD WILD WET wit shawn & kim . wahs . damn shagg & tired siia . buhh at ther play til forget abt e tiredness . hmm . den afte dat go hme , ii straight go & sllp .. nabe go tu SONY ERICSSON ther tu collect mye k8o0i too . tired . wen ii woke up , damn lots ob msg & 2 mis calls . mye dearest , EMILY aka BIRDY called me . dunno wad she wanna say . hhaas . mayb she mis me . LOL .!!

siians sia . dunno wanna blog wad . BORED .!! mayb goin nap awhile more . coosh damn lots ob dae nabe reali haf a good sllp . hhaas . & BTW , ii changed mye blogskin lerh . nice mahs .?? comments leis .. hhaas . tata =)

its AUG nw .!! shoo happy . yesh .! & 08/08/2007 cumiin lerh . hhaas . BIKE's dae . woah .. it shall b mye most SURPRISED dae bahs .! swear dat ii wil nort b wrkiin on dat dae . hhaas .

LOL . actuali tues told ivan dat ii wanna leave CLUB7 lerh . buhh in e end , KEITH(boss) & SUPERMAN(mye manager) asked me tu stayed . lols . shoo ii choose tu stay lorr . coosh if ii leave , all mye girls who ii asked tu go ther wrk , all wil leave too . hhaas . shoo ii tin dunch shoo bad . stay & wrk on lorr . if unhappy again den leave norr . hhaas . coosh nw gibb e boss & manager a face mahs =))

ANW , 10/08/2007 OSO CUMIIN .!! IM WAITIN PAITIENLY SIIA =)

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Thursday, August 02, 2007 @7:22 AM

jus came bk nort longg . siians . gonna turn in soon lerh lorr . hhaas . hmm . yst wen tu ECP afte wrk .. den was pllayiin wit sk & darlink . me & hazell was hidin away . tu mak dem orry . den ii decided tu climb up tu a high high pllace . den hurt mye legg . ii dunno it was bleedin until very paiin , & ii cant tahan .. mye leg swollen & bleed . THANKS norr . hhaas . den darlink wen tu a nearby 7-11 n buy sm bandage tu help me mak e wounds . touched siia . buhh very paiin stil . arghh . den wen tu shawn pllace & haf sm red wine . abt 5am pllus , decided tu haf breakfast . & afte dat , backiie tu hme . gonna go sllp . later gort wrk . YESH .!! pay ish c0miin . damn happy . its SHOPPING tyme =)

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007 @7:57 AM

hhaas . dunno why eithe . jus gort a feeliin ob changiin mye blogskin siia . hmm . buhh mayb nort 2dae . lols . coosh goiin tu sllp lerh . hhaas . bored siia . jus nw 4am plus den reached hme . yst wen tu SONY ERICSSON SERVICE CENTRE tu service mye stupid K8o0i . humptx . at last gort e tyme tu go lorr . den afte dat , wen ovr tu cine . hhaas .. decided tu watched ALONE . yesh .! at last watched too . hhaas . very scary norr . buhh til bhind abit lame liao . hhaas . no muchiie comments =)

siians siia . tis few daes onii nod haf been buzii wrkiin & acc darlink ; sk ; hazell .. den nth muchiie leis .. stupid BINGO sllpin bside me nw , snoriin shoo loud =)

afte yst moviie , wen backiie tu geylang makan & slack til shawn came wit e gf , den decided tu go marina south fishiin . SUPER DUPER BO LIAO norr . buhh no choice . if nort no pllace go . hhaas . afte dat wen tu swense mum mum iice cream . ii ate a banana split , darlink haf e hot frugde , sk & hazel share e colit tower . hhaas . niice . YUMMY .!! den wen roundiin awhile jiu cum hme .. den ii pllay com til nw . siians . fcuk lorr . ii dunno wher mye stupid earpiiece ish . damn angry ..

bored tu death .. stil siick siia . stupid cough .. ferr omos 3wks liao leis . haiis ..

& as ferr me & joell . hmm . like tis norr . stil gort abit abit gibb hiimh attitude , treat hiimh quite bad . buhh oso cn say ish jokiin norr . hhaas .. dunno lahs . damn fann . hiieh ask me hw muchiie ii lovee hiimh & did hiieh touched me .. all ii say was : "sorriie , ii dunch lovee ue , buhh ii like ue . & e tins ue do , ii appreciate , buhh nort shoo muchiie ii kanna touched , coosh mye othe ex cn do muchiie beta ."

den all hiieh say ish , hiieh wil nabe gibb up .. shoo wait & c wad else hiieh wil do nor . coosh ii reali swear tu myeself dat ii cant lovee sm1 shoo easily lerh .. hhaas . if nort kanna hurt again . den very siians de norr .. hhaas =))

& oso e video dat tyme @ ECP de raciin de .. humptx . gort two more cant show .. dunno why .. sians =(

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Monday, July 30, 2007 @8:13 AM

忘了你走了多久　每天都是尽头是否真的　你离开我　就一定能找到快乐如果真划时代这样　就算我再如何不捨再多的苦痛　去换你自由　别再管我值不值得
我最爱的人伤我也最深　说走就走　剩下了我孤单一人谁口口声声爱我有多深　你这样对我　心不心疼
我最爱的人伤我也最深　捨不得恨都还不够痴痴再等像我这样的　还有多少人　要忘了你　我没有天份
你一定想了很久　好不容易说出口要我一定要原谅你　才发现一起已太久难道真史学界不透　还是你假装不想懂我能做什麼　什麼都不能　只能眼睁睁看著你走
我最爱的人伤我也最深　说走就走　剩下了我孤单一人谁口口声声爱我有多深　你这样对我　心不心疼
我最爱的人伤我也最深　捨不得恨都还不够痴痴再等像我这样的　还有多少人　要忘了你　我没有天份

tis songs its meaningful .. ii lovee tis song tu e core =)

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
Saturday, July 28, 2007 @9:17 AM

sorriie . been reall buzii . haff been wrkiin . & out . wasnt at hme oso . hhaas . everydae afte wrk hang out til mornin rest awhile go out agaiin . even marmiie oso complaiin dat she cant c me often too . lols . hmm . all ii can say nw its , everythin over me & superman its over . dunch ask me why . coosh ii haf too muchiie tu say . its all abt hiimh , a passerby iin mye lyfe . ii hatee all e tins he did . buhh nw , ii wil slowly let everythin b erase off frm mye mind . nirt forgettin e swit memories too . ii hatee everythin frm start . its abt a game . & ii lose . yappx .

& nw , ii made mye last choiice . backiie wit joell . haiis . ii reali cn say ish , tis guy haf reali made me touched . no matter hw ii ignore , gibb attitude , hiieh oso tahan everythiin without complaiin . wahs . felt sorriie & guilty wen ii did all those stunts tu hiimh siia . haiis . buhh nw , ii promiise ii wil cherish hiimh de . ii shoo guilty ovr all e tins hiieh did , it was tu let me regain mye lovee ferr hiimh . forr e sake ob us beiin 2gethe , hiieh nabe gibb me up at all . hiieh even cry ferr me . OMG .! im reali sorriie . im a bad girl .. & ii nod ..

anw , ii thanks hiimh ferr e tears whiich ii made hiimh cry , 2 lolipops everydae without mis , e tymes hiieh haf tu tahan mye nonsense , tahan mye attitude 2wards hiimh , e everydae even raiin de on & off fetchiin me tu wrk all dat , e medicines wen im siick , & many more .. ii reali appreciate everythiin . hiieh haf reali done alot ob tins ferr me . ii tin ii mus nort b stupid tu let go ob tis kinda ob guy . its reali hard tu find lerh . hiish very gentle & swit 2wards me , even if ii scolded hiimh & treat hiimh wit all types ob attitude norr . im sorriie . ii learn tu cheriish ..

btw , mye hair was cut , coosh dat dae , 25th & 26th ii wen ferr mye modellin de hairshow . hhaas . quite okay norr . e show was tiring too . buhh at least mye hair was cut by JAPAN de hairstylist . hhaas . photos ob e hairshow wil b uploader soon . plls wait .. gtg lerh . tired .

♥ iif onii tyme can turn back tu ~~yesterday~~.
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